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Started off with the motif (melody) in a guitar, added the drums, the bass, piano chords and then came the violins in the second and third verses. The song talks about the lose of a friend to suicide, and asking myself "just what if I was there to help" and "why the friend wouldn't let me help" and "Am I to be blamed?"

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[Verse 1]
You said you wanna be dead
I told you your life's not over, there's a lot for you waitin' ahead
I tried to convince you into takin' your meds
But no, you could take it no longer, you been feelin' you were close to an end
And then you left me all alone
I tried to stop you but you blocked me from your phone
And I tried to save you before you're gone
But you wouldn't let me stay the night with you home

[Chorus]
I don't really wanna stay
With you being gone and far away
Left me all alone to feel the pain
Is it all my fault that you're gone?
I should've never let you go
The days passin' by and in a fade
The pain is numbin' all my face
Am I the one to blame?
I should've never let you go

[Verse 2]
Now I'm alone without my friend
I feel like I'm lost in a world of thought till I see you again
And until that day I'll always defend
Your name and everything you've stood for until the end
My friend left me all alone
I tried to stop her but she blocked me from her phone
I tried to save her before she's gone
But she didn't let me stay that night with her at home


[Chorus]
I don't really wanna stay
With you being gone and far away
Left me all alone to feel the pain
Is it all my fault that you're gone?
I should've never let you go
The days passin' by and in a fade
The pain is numbin' all my face
Am I the one to blame?
I should've never let you go


[Verse 3]
You said you wanna be dead
I told you your life's not over, there's a lot waitin' for you ahead
I tried to convince you into takin' your meds
But no, you could take it no longer, you been feelin' you were close to an end
And then you left me all alone
I tried to stop you but you blocked me from your phone
And I tried to save you before you're gone
But you wouldn't let me stay the night with you at home

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released August 15, 2022
Written, Performed, Produced, Mixed, Mastered and Artwork by: Minister of Badness

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Mohammed Faour, also known as Minister Of Badness (MOB) is a Lebanese rapper and singer born and raised in Kuwait, started making music in 2007 at the age of 13 years old.

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